My Brian (Left) & Meet Doobie (Right)!!!!!.................

My Brian (Left) & Meet Doobie (Right)!!!!!................. This is still that hardest thing to ever have to write, type or say and the worst thing to ever happen to me so far in my life, cuz I don't have a classic family Brain always was/is my family and after finding out he had gotten Testicular Ball cancer I tried to give Brian the cancer surgery he needed.........But My Boy Brian he died at the vets at 12-27-2015 5:30 p.m PST. I found out, got him back, and I took him to a crematorium. When I got there I picked out all these things, from what Urn he would be in to the fount they used to write his name. I wanted to say something wonderful for him and about him but just knowing he will never come back, makes me feel like a piece of me died with him too. making it hard to think of words and to pick out a pic of him to use. I've just been unbelievably sad losing my best friend Brian and the house felt so empty and so very horribly sad that I have lost my family and my best friend of 11 years. I always have had him in life since I was a kid, he was my first and only childhood pet, and a forever friend and family member. He lived From 4-6-2004 to 12-27-2015 5:30 p.m PST. Spending days now with out Brian and his protection that I always have had, had been the worst days I've had, and the loneliness, and with the fear that was getting to me cuz he made me feel safe (and I knew I was with him), it was hard to know what to get up for anymore and hard sleep at night knowing that I'm alone and with no one to warn to me of possible danger or if someone is out there, and I never thought in life that it would be so hard to live with out him, I lost a lot of my days and spirit to get up. With it now being the next year, and seeing how my life was turning in to since Brain had been gone, was thinking it mite be in my best interest if I knew something was looking out for me and needed me to like take care it and take it out and get up to feed and play with it might be better for me. And when the pic of Doobie was shown to me, by the lady from the crematorium, I felt like he could help to fill the void that Brain will forever leave behind. So I'm hoping to pay off all the Brian bills from the vet to the cremation and every thing in between and thanks to the amazing, awesome, wonderful help of Keysdude I was able to get Doobie, another forever faithful friend I'm hoping. TYTY so so much Keys for helping me thru to get this new guy, Hes been fun and a big helping distraction to the lost of my Best Friend Brian. When I seen Doobie I felt like he could be my new friend and protector. And with needing help to get all this taken care of and with not having a family to asks for the help, was hoping to rely on the kindness that IS my family, which is all you, my friends and fans. @ The Brian/Baby Doobie Fundraising https://www.payit2.com/fundraiser/78650 Thank you so much for caring, and to all you who have helped to the Brian/ Baby Doobie Fundraising! I truly thank you with all of my heart XOXO Your, SxySindy

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